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The morning rises as it had been willed to do. You watch as it slowly slinks into the sky and wave at you. You blink and wave back, as that is the polite thing to do.
(Sometimes you are worried that the sun waves to someone behind you. You are always at home and alone but the darkness has hidden stranger things.)
Already dressed, you grab your bag, keys, wallet, and repellent charm. You slip the charm back on, a deep worry in your stomach at how it managed to get off at all, and manage to forget your money.
You won't notice it's missing until you're back home. To you, it's a relief. Not needing money meant no one asking for it meant no one getting favors and owing something is often so much worse than paying it.
Sadly, you make it to school. The bus ride (or car ride) was long enough for you to skip over it (some days it wasn't just you) but you are grateful you don't have to walk it (except that you do).
The building's edges are blurred and you'd squint if you weren't already. You open the door. Everyone is rushing into classrooms that are not theirs and you don't see a teacher in the three that you pass to homeroom.
Door already open, salt already laid, you step in. In one blink you are sitting down and it's ten minutes later. A familiar face is next to your own and you are unsure if you know them or not but they know you, so you go with it. Words fall from your unopened mouth, "What are you doing?"
They turn. Respond, "Making a statement."
You glance down. They're wearing your pajamas. You glance up, unsurprised. "Which is?"
"You're tired."
You blink and they are gone. The class has ended.
(Sometimes you are worried that the sun waves to someone behind you. You are always at home and alone but the darkness has hidden stranger things.)
Already dressed, you grab your bag, keys, wallet, and repellent charm. You slip the charm back on, a deep worry in your stomach at how it managed to get off at all, and manage to forget your money.
You won't notice it's missing until you're back home. To you, it's a relief. Not needing money meant no one asking for it meant no one getting favors and owing something is often so much worse than paying it.
Sadly, you make it to school. The bus ride (or car ride) was long enough for you to skip over it (some days it wasn't just you) but you are grateful you don't have to walk it (except that you do).
The building's edges are blurred and you'd squint if you weren't already. You open the door. Everyone is rushing into classrooms that are not theirs and you don't see a teacher in the three that you pass to homeroom.
Door already open, salt already laid, you step in. In one blink you are sitting down and it's ten minutes later. A familiar face is next to your own and you are unsure if you know them or not but they know you, so you go with it. Words fall from your unopened mouth, "What are you doing?"
They turn. Respond, "Making a statement."
You glance down. They're wearing your pajamas. You glance up, unsurprised. "Which is?"
"You're tired."
You blink and they are gone. The class has ended.
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New phase
I wish for someone to love me,
but then I think when they will look at me
with love and acceptance in their eyes
I'll cry,
I'll cry all day long...
But what if they are ok with it?
What if they are patient with me,
and wait, till the day I will stop crying.
Oh please be patient with me.
I cry now, because I need to grieve
I need to cry away the years I was alone
the years I passed with people without love
for me.
Oh be patient with me,
and you will see the day I'll stop crying
for I'll always smile
when I see the love and patience in your eyes.
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How Fickle Love Is
She was made of circuitry and metal sheets. Each smooth plane of skin marred by the gentle swell and bubble of a weld. Oil glistened between each joint, her arms folded around my neck and she pressed silicone lips against mine. If I ignored the exposed wires on her fingertips sending shocks up my spine, I could pretend she was real. The coolness of her metal skin, coloured like flesh with strips of long-lasting paint, was something I could also ignore.
I wanted to name her, something soft and gentle. Something that would drip from my tongue and trickle down her chest. But I didn’t. She told me she was made to service me, not love me. H
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Love?
I cannot imagine why Love,
my love,
my anger,
my guilt
at this moment,
consumes the remainder
of my pleasure.
It seems that
despite the silence,
my wounds
are not healing.
It doesn’t matter…
I weep in agony
and my heart
is nothing but a shackle
to bind my pulse;
my existence in this…
comfortable destruction.
Emotional walls do talk;
much like a silent smile
can break across a face,
and tears can betray.
Perfectly good emotions
fester in the soul,
and what were once traces
of complete and tender
caresses of passion while
resting in comforting arms…
are now scars;
numb,
deep,
and cold
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